the gap between me and my pillow (is too big)

Having just spent countless hours on this Hannah Arendt thing, I'm exhausted. I had no idea literature could be so draining. I've finished the essay, which is why I'm posting instead of working on the essay, typing like a spastic squirrel like I have been for several hours now. To be honest, the fact that I was able to find any meaning in the preface to "Between Past and Future", even if it's wrong meaning, makes me fear for my sanity. Plus it's given me a massive headache. So basically aside from reading it in class tomorrow I'm done with it forever, and I'm excited. The fact that it made some sort of sense is something that I'm really ready to forget as quickly as possible.
--Little Red